These past few weeks have been so hard for me. We’ll start at the beginning….
My husband got a job about an hour south of where we live. So, naturally, we moved cloaer to his work. We love our new place. It’s perfect. He loves his job which I love. The problem: I commute to work. 50 minutes. Both ways. My job pays my tuition so I can suck it up.
The week after we moved, our dog Alice started making these weird yelping noises. We took her to the doctor and find she had a slipped disc. The options were steroids, surgery, or euthanasia. We chose steroids as a last hope, all of our money. They didn’t work. 2 weeks later, we put my sweet baby to sleep. It was the hardest thing I’ve ever done.
The week after that was the week everything at work was happening. I worked late I cameib early. I got phone calls at midnight asking about certain things.
All that is over, now I have school, I’ve gained about 5 pounds, I feel like shit. I could just cry.
My only beacon of light: we joined a YMCA in our new town. I cannot wait until I get to go!
I’m just needing to keep my motivation high because all the negative energy is really messing with me. I miss my dog, my job is taxing and few realize what I actually do. I’m just feeling really down.